Things In Mind

Pernah terpikir selewat. Tentang logika terhambat. Tak ingin terlambat. Meski cinta sesaat. Belajar berbesar hati. Mendewasakan diri. Mencoba memahami. Berbagai macam arti. Apa bahagiamu? Apa dambamu? Apa sempurnamu? Apa mimpimu? Ku disini kalau kau mau. Tak ingin ada paksaan dengan hatimu. Ku kan terus menanti. Walau ada yang teringkari.

Would you rather, hear someone says “I love you, but…” Or hear someone says “… but I love you”? For me, the first is somehow saddening. Cause there will be most likely many reason afterward. When the second is somehow heartwarming. After so many things, the only reason is love. So, what's your love sentence?

Tak sedikit manusia bedebah. Gemar untuk berulah. Berdalih dan berkilah. Membuat kita terbelangah. Mereka pandai bersilat lidah. Mencari letak-letak celah. Berbagai alasan membantah. Bahkan berani bersumpah. Jangan seperti mereka yang menjilat ludah. Mencari atensi dengan bertingkah. Berkedok atas nama musyawarah. Maksud hati ingin memecah-belah. Kuatkan hati tuk melangkah. Bulatkan tekad agar tak goyah. Meskipun nanti tetap ada fitnah. Pendirian takkan berubah. Jika nanti tak ada jalan tengah. Berhati-hati dalam memilah. Memulai tuk membedah. Segala bentuk telatah.

Do you ever feel tired for no reason? Or do you feel that but you don’t know the cause? Well, you can try to think about the unspoken. Any feeling or any words that you keep silent. I think we all have something that we left unspoken. And there are many reasons why we do that. Maybe cause we don’t want to fight in relationship. Or maybe cause we don’t want to deal with bullshit. I can’t explain the science about this. But it is one of my favorite list. Something you can’t get out emotionally. It will affects you, inside physically. I admit that sometimes it just so hard to let it out. Thinking the after effects that might be too risky. I only want to realize that the consequences is bad. Even though in the end it’s up to our principles that we had.