Things In Mind

We used to talked about the love that didn’t last With everything we had, like we were special But I could never call you mine, cause I could never call myself yours And if we were really meant to be, well then we justify destiny It’s not that our love died, just never really bloomed But I can’t let go of you Cause you’re holding me back without even trying to And then we saw our paths diverge And I guess I felt okay about it Until you got with another man And then I couldn’t   understand why it bothered me so How we didn’t die we just never had a chance to grow And it might be not make much sense To you or any of my friends Though somehow still you affect the things I do Cause I can’t lose what I never had And I don’t understand why I feel sad The sun is hot but your heart is frozen Whose fault is this ? But I love you baby Everything else is the same but we changed I hope you might feel better But I continue to be in ...

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The light that is fading in the clouds Falling at the window is too noisy The cooling memory is just like the sound of the rainwater Capture my heart, refuse to leave I follow the tortuous path that is wet Look back at our memories together In the rain that obscures the vision I think of you in my tears You emerge in my mind All dissipated, whether it’s the time we spent together Or the look of you and me at the time Pretending like I didn’t feel a thing, like I erased it My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up I smile a little so they won’t fall Why are you like this to me, what are you saying ? All the things we talked about go to the sky The words I have never said The words I might never be able to say again The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried Still pretending like I don’t know Should I act as if nothing happened ? Should I just say that we should go out ? Even though I’m crying, I smile I block your way and ...